In the past few years up until present day God has helped me to see that
I don't have to understand to be obedient to Him.I don't have to understand what He is telling me or understand how it's all going to turn out to take a step of obedience towards God.
Others don't have to understand what God is asking me to do for me to be obedient to God.
Today as I was driving home from church and thinking about this very thing, God brought something new to my mind: I don't have to understand to receive His love.
I don't have to understand why He loves me or how He loves me for me to receive His love. I don't have to understand the way He loves me or how much He loves me for me to receive His love. <3 And I don't have to qualify for His love. It's mine because He freely gave it to me and I can just receive.